Lonely, defeated, scared, upset, mad, pissed, hopeful...hopeless,confused, guilty, let-down...
I could go on but im sure you get the idea. I. am. so. sad.
WHY? Im so confused. How did this work with Jack and not now?
Thank GOD for Jack. Seriously.
I just want to get away from all this, away for a few days, clear my head feel happiness and strength...so i can do this again.
AGAIN...UG! Just thinking about it makes me want to vomit, but not having a second babe makes me so sad. Im a GOOD MOM. I deserve babies, a whole bunch of them. I do not feel complete.
So what do i do? My only option is to keep trying. Adoption, Surrocacy...options but not covered by insurance...
Im sad. So very sad :(
6 IVF cycles, 7 losses, a healthy son and now pregnant with TWINS! All honestly told so be warned!
1 comment:
My heart aches for you, my friend. You are right. You deserve LOTS of babies. I hope you get them. (((HUGS))) And please take it easy and let yourself recover. I know you know that and it's harder said than done. I'll be thinking of you.
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