16 weeks!

Feeling good, no spotting for 2 weeks now. The only thing is my hips, pelvic bone and sciatica REALLY hurt! Im having a hard time doing much for more then 10 minutes. By the end of the day i can barely move. I've been going to the chiro but its not doing anything. Ive been stretching too with no real relief. But, it's all a small price to pay. I feel like a wimp that im already having such a hard time this early on. Im gonna be a mess in 10+ weeks! Even though im 16 weeks i still cant let go of the fear. I have dreams constantly that i may lose these babies. Im afraid of PTL, incompetent cervix, super prematurity. Im really hoping to get to at least 34 weeks. If i can get into the month of July still pregnant, im gonna throw a party! I really wish i was just niave and dumb but ive seen/know too much about pregnancy. Each day im thankful i made it through. I make it through my anxiety with all of this by setting goals. Here are my goals 3/15 OB appt - CHECK 3/17 St. Pattys Days - CHECK 3/18 Level 2 u/s - CHECK 3/20 1st day of spring - CHECK 3/22 PT appt. - CHECK 3/29 OB med appt - CHECK 3/30 20 weeks - CHECK 4/1 1st day of April- CHECK 4/6 Petes bday CHECK 4/7 Imagination Movers Concert CHECK 4/14 OB appt 4/16 bIRTHDAY PARTY 4/15 Tax Day 4/24 Easter 4/27 24 weeks 5/1 1st day of May 5/5 Cinco de Mayo 5\14 cousins wedding shower 5/20 Moms birthday 5/25 28 weeks 6/1 1st day of June 6/8 30 weeks 6/21 1st day of Summer 6/22 32 weeks 6/28 OB MED appt. 7/1 1st day of July 7/4 4th of July 7/6 34 weeks 7/13 35 weeks 7/20 36 weeks 7/27 37 weeks As i get more appts and such through ill add those too. I like having alot of goals so i feel like im getting somewhere quick. Ill check these off as the time goes by. I cant wait for my Level 2. I cant wait to name these kids!!