Today marks 6 weeks. 6 weeks is a scary week for me b/c this is the week i usually m/c (even though i find out about 4 1/2 to 5 weeks that its going to happen.)
Im having alot of up and down days. Yesterday i felt so hopeful and felt good throughout the day. Today im a blubbering idiot and scared to death, im convinced DOOM is right around the corner! :/.
I dont think its helping that the past day and a half im feeling pretty good. Since 4 1/2 weeks ive felt VERY hungry and queasy, tired, and dizzy spells. Yesterday i felt great, besides the fact i was sleeping @8pm, but the overwhelming hunger was at bay. Today i think my nervousness is masking ANYTHING i may feel. (although, the bloating is still in full force.)
Most ppl would feel forunate they feel good, but i WANT to feel like crap. You try so long to have a healthy pregnancy, that you want to feel ALL the symptoms to remind you your pregnant.
Wednesday cant come soon enough.
6 IVF cycles, 7 losses, a healthy son and now pregnant with TWINS! All honestly told so be warned!
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